AUGH, EVEN MORE IN THE DUMPS GOD DAMNIT.
IT'S 6:08 IN THE FRIGGEN MORNING.
I HATE THE MORNING.
IM NOT A MORNING PERSON.
I CAN'T SLEEP ANYMORE GODDAMNIT.
Last night I went to bed at about... 11. Normally when I do I get tired by 11:30ish and doze off. Lately, I stay up until about... 2 AM? Then manage to fall asleep after a frustrating STRUGGLE with my friggen brain. Then Ill wake up at 4ish and cant get back to sleep. Get to sleep at 5 and WAKE UP AT 5:52.
FOR FARKS SAKE IM SO TIRED.
BUT I JUST CANT SLEEP.
THIS IS REDICULOUS.


... it really sucks
ever since Dougle died, Pip (our other duck, shes a little brown mallard) hasn't stopped quacking, even with the arrival of Markee and Feenie... She doesnt want to part with them, but she so noisy and CONSTANTLY quacking and carrying on... she misses Dougle so much and theres nothing we can really do to make her stay quiet.
Mum suggested we get rid of her... which I really dont want to do. Shes been with us for such a long time I'd hate to do it, and even then, where do we take her? What do we do with her? ... I dont want to set her free, cuz shes more of a domestic duck, and she wouldn't cope with a whole bunch of strange new ducks in the wild. I dont want to set her free. I dont want to get rid of her but this quacking so loudly during all hours of the night has got to stop...

-sad-